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Bury My Body, I Am a Seed

by Kin & Company

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I dreamt I was running Through orange trees With the buzzing Buzzing Buzzing Of some looming swarm of bees Beset on consuming me. So I ran harder And faster Than I had known myself able Until I collapsed And gave to the health of the hive Because dead I was far more Nutritious Than Alive.
2.
Away, Away 03:18
Away, Away Whisper your love, but harden your horns. Everything starts to crumble With cigarette tongues, like when we were young, But no easy comedowns anymore- There’s no way. Away, Away I wish you’d just come back and soften your tongue It feels like a lifetime was held in six months And I know this is over, I know it’s the end. I know this is over but I can’t pretend I haven’t typed in your number or inked it in pen To rewrite some memories and call you again, But I threw them away. Away, Away
3.
With all that’s been made clear to me, We could taste your misery, Open up your history As a way to pull you apart. Drag your blanket blindly, Your talisman of safety. Know this won’t come easily, I promised from the start. Who do I have to lose? Who do you want me to? I’m finally breaking loose, What else would you have me do? Who do I have to lose? Why do I have to choose? I’m tightening the noose So I’ve got something to hold on to. Like drinking only absinthe, A poison that I’m masking, I embrace these ashes While you burrow through my heart. So wave your blood-soaked witnesses As we embrace this emptiness, Two hollow hungry carcasses, We stare into the dark. Who do I have to lose? Who do you want me to? I’m finally breaking loose, What else would you have me do? Who do I have to lose? Why do I have to choose? I’m tightening the noose So I’ve got something to hold on to.
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Jonah Thornton: Acoustic Guitar, Electric Guitars, Drums, Synthesizer, Vocals Nathan Schieffer: Bass, Synthesizer Lyrics by Jonah Thornton Engineered/Produced by Jonah Thornton, Nathan Schieffer Mixed by Isaac Baker Mastered by Jonah Thornton
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Ahab 03:50
Wake up in the morning to several swimming seas. The truth is hard to swallow but you can swallow me. So hunt me in your downtime, your great white whale, Close your eyes Ahab and dream of setting sail. I will lead you on I will bring you down I’m your tragic flaw I’m the distant sound Strap yourself a new leg and see if it does the trick. Give yourself a new name and hope that it will stick. Find yourself some new friends and try to keep them around I’ll be in your rearview, I’ll always hunt you down. I will lead you on I will bring you down I’m your tragic flaw I’m the distant sound. You’ll feel better when you leave me behind But you’ve locked your fingers in mine You’ll feel better when you leave me behind.
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Everything is built from the outset With the future in mind Just because we live out of context Doesn’t mean that we’re blind Does it make you jealous now? Empathy, in this case, is bullshit Only veiled in the light Everyone is fueled through the internet Bread and circus for life Does it make you jealous now? What connects us Is what defects us But we’re too busy drawing lines If what one sect does Effects what’s next Then we might as well just fall into line I guess that’s fine Ignoring the path less taken When they both look the same Is a burden that keeps on weighing You down memory lane Does it make you jealous now? Let he who casts the first stone laying Be of righteous in cause And let the phone that’s never ringing Be an answer from God Does it make you jealous now? What connects us Is what defects us But we’re too busy drawing lines A steady guest doesn’t Leave what‘s left When the best slowly culled and refined
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Matador 03:10
French kiss your problems away With a nod and a wave On your back while he’s kneeling Small price for you to keep them safe While you’re keeping a sane And pleasant appearance Hard candy mixed with the taste Of a lover’s embrace But a bad moon credence Lay low until your phone doesn’t ring Wash your hands in the sink, Grab your coat now you’re leaving. Do you feel it? Same club, same clothes as before Same place you adore Same faces and feelings Bite your lip, and then wait by the door You lone matador For the bull’s blitzkrieging Your compass is pointing you north Though it’s hard to ignore Turn your back as your leaving. Same taste in your mouth as before Same shit you abhor Can’t shake that feeling You feel it?
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I burn sage to bear witness to spiritual visions. A common comfort to give, a natural pension, For those who stand too aloof, or close to see how it is, How we’re constantly grounded, yet fully surrounded. By ghosts in the walls of the houses we’re living in, Who occupy the blank spaces when our body’s vacant. The hope is that they leave indifferent, or whisper some benefit, But sometimes their malevolence gets in the way of how I live. I sing songs to no one so my heart will hear them. I fill loose leaves with notes to promote their aromatics. I breathe deep all alone so my lungs can comprehend How I’m constantly grounded, yet fully surrounded By ghosts in the walls of the house that I’m living in Who occupy the blank spaces when my body’s vacant The hope is they leave indifferent or whisper some benefit But sometimes their malevolence gets in the way of how I live. I burn sage to bear witness to all that I can’t resist The things that try to surround me and attempt to drown me The voices who all insist that I let go of this But I know that something is greater and teaching me how to live through this
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I dreamt I went kayaking To spend time away From the burnished woods Of my midwestern paradise. I paddled hard and fast To feel my muscles Retract and ease The shaking dry socket stomach That trailed me. To move my hands meant To progress, and each Moment spent gliding the Current was a moment I volunteered control for Vulnerability, and I knew I would not survive much longer
10.
I wrote a song in my dreams It was part of me And it leaked out of all my seams. I wrote a song in my bed Until she fled She flew the coupe instead. I retraced her footsteps. I hope that she flew somewhere free And out of reach That she avoided hungry beasts. I wonder when she'll let me be Let me feel clean So I get up and brush my teeth. She's still a part of me Who's so far that I can't see. I write symphonies But only in my dreams. In this company, Is beauty a part of me? Or is beauty apart from me?
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To hold hate for someone who’s moved on from me Is like being deceased, With empty lungs. To speak dissent for everything they’re moving through Like rotten fruit, Passing my tongue. Bury my body, I am a seed breathing dirt, the lowest of these Tangled in a hellish dream Let me sleep with ease So I can be a lovely thing Wallowing like pigs who praise our mud and dirt Like salt on the earth Ensures our death. But Accepting that we’ve harvested all we can From this rocky land Gives us new breadth. Bury my body, I am a seed breathing dirt, the lowest of these Tangled in a hellish dream Let me sleep with ease So I can be a lovely thing
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Shine 04:21
Hold me like June did And shine, shine Hold me like I’m blue-lipped And shine, shine I want to soak in your skin Like the sun on your hips Before we abandoned this This time, shine Whisper how you’re musing And shine, shine Whisper something moving And shine, shine I want to bathe in the mist Of a land sun-kissed That transcends the synthetic This time, it’s mine Even if it’s just my body left behind I wanna shine on like the sun Bury me, a seed, To break through sullen sod And shine on everyone.
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There’re no teardrops in heaven It only rains So you can drink coffee by your windowsill There’re no teardrops in heaven There’s no comfort in hell No Good Samaritan No passerby to pick you up and wish you well There’s no comfort in hell ‘Cause theirs no difference between sinners and Saints We’re all born, we all die, We all leave something behind. As we move ourselves through these empty spaces They say what matters is on the inside But I say we have to give this a real try. Whatever happened to your close friends We don’t really know Because no one seems To look outside their living rooms Or their pile of gold. Don’t you think things could be different If we work with our hands Tryna’ fill up the cracks that divide all earth’s citizens, Not impose our own demands? ‘Cause theirs no difference between sinners and Saints We’re all born, we all die, We all leave something behind. As we move ourselves through these empty spaces They say what matters is on the inside But I say we have to give this a real try.

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Kin & Company's fourth LP. Before "Conversation with the Pictures in My Head", K&C had demoed out "Bury My Body, I Am a Seed", but could never really get running with the sessions. We had successfully made our way through "Away, Away" when we each moved out of our previous home of Northwest Arkansas. Determined to finish the project, which was a dutifully therapeutic autobiographical account of his own mental health struggles, Jonah began the slow process of setting out the tracks as he had pictured them. Through a year and a half of bedroom recording, and calling on bandmates Nathan Schieffer, Russell Patterson, Isaac Baker, and Elliot Jones to fill in the gaps, Thornton walked away with his most ambitious set of tracks yet.

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released February 4, 2022

Lyrics by Jonah Thornton
Music by Jonah Thornton (all tracks), Nathan Schieffer (Tracks 2, 3, 4, 5, 8, 11, 12, 13), Russell Patterson (Tracks 2, 6), Elliot Jones (Track 2)
Engineering and Production by Jonah Thornton (all tracks), Isaac Baker (Tracks 2, 8), Nathan Schieffer (Tracks 2, 3, 4, 5, 8, 11, 12, 13), Russell Patterson (Tracks 2, 6), Elliot Jones (Track 2)
Mixed by Isaac Baker (Tracks 2-8, 10-13), Jonah Thornton (Tracks 1, 9)
Mastered by Jonah Thornton
Album Art by Nathan Schieffer

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