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Amithedevil? (Demos)

by Kin & Company

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In the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth. They looked out upon their vast creation and called it good. They then filled it, pouring in their very breath, knowing they would receive a beautiful, and united yawp of praise in return. They reviewed their paradise, the fruits of their imagination and wonder. This too was good. They then created man and woman in their image. Thes image-bearers were good. But, left to their own devices, they forgot where they came from. They sought to destroy one another. Again, and again, new generations were born into this conflict. Each new generation believing in their heart of hearts That with the next generation, the problem would resolve itself Or dissipate entirely, believing their opposition would be destroyed. So we must ask ourselves this important question: What next?
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You and me We see what we wanna see The fruits we choose to eat Are picked specifically This modern man Holds ut his modern hands Takes all this foreign land And responds with empty conversations As time expands We expect those foreign lands To sit, quiet, as we ban Those that might look something like them So close your ears, Hear what you want to hear, Perpetuate your fears We're begging for some conversation.
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Everything is fine We’re feeling so sublime Everything is fine We’re having a great time Nobody hurts anymore No bitter news to report No feelings ever getting sore Nobody hurts anymore Wipe those tears out of your eyes Throw on your favorite disguise There’s no reason that you should cry So wipe those tears out of your eyes That City on a Hill is nigh, I see it when I close my eyes, Tune out the sick oppressive cries, And pray to blue-eyed Jesus Christ
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Thecity 03:08
I moved into The City Where wildflowers grow And we stomp them down Because we’re uncomfortable The view from here is pretty A uniform home A sterile analogous dome I felt no fear I’m complacent here When neighbors move around me And dig their holes With bright blue eyes And thin white noses We stare at each other blankly We strike the same pose and chant greetings in Sick monotones It strikes me as odd All the bones swept beneath this sod But one day on a pretty July afternoon A lonesome face howled At the moon He said “I will not forgive you Until you blind men see What you did to my people And you did to me” He said “you pick your poisons Like you pick your neighbors But you and I praise the same Creator Still you write in changes To the constitution ‘All men are equal But with some exclusions’” Quietly he swung there They hung him from a tree Then he was taken down and buried deep.
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The water tastes like wine A couple of drinks and I’ll find A vision, a borderline. You’re keeping me awake. A city that’s so eclipsed It starves its citizens I speak into this unintentionally I don’t love you like I’m supposed to. Water is rushing down A sour poison sound Fills this cotton mouth My lips crack anyway How did it come to this? I choke through desert lips, That for every Judas kiss You still decide to stay. I don’t love you like I’m supposed to. My days drip away in apathy But still you’re smiling back at me Water tastes like heaven’s wine A couple of drinks from a poisoned vine.
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Sleep 06:40
Hard pressed for a new day, These eyes are finally catching up. Blue skies and a sea-scape Behind these concrete troven halls I fell asleep on the subway. After a while, I finally woke up To a smile too fleeting It’s a shame that we fell out of love. (And that I’ve had enough.) But tomorrow never comes if we don’t wake up. I want to get where I’m going. Then again, I feel so out of touch. This tunnel must be growing, I can’t remember the last time I felt sun... I want to call you my best friend But time has passed and I’ve not changed at all Still sleeping like it’s a deathwish It’s easy not to see or hear your calls. But tomorrow never comes if I don’t wake up. Every song sounds like Hallelujah, But all I hear is thunder. And when we talk, I listen for hallelujah, But all I hear is thunder. When I pray, I’m looking for that hallelujah, But all I see is thunder. I lament to restore my hallelujah, To quiet down this thunder.
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Wolves 03:54
Victim of the fall? No, I will claim the fault. Break my legs again. This empty house you’ve left Stinks of hollow death. Break my legs again. Still I pray, reaching out for anything. I’m quiet now and listening To hear the silence speak. So I wait, still longing to hear anything Shepard don’t abandon me I’m broken and in need. The King of Wolves, he stalks He claims he ate our God So many turn to him With fractions amongst kin We’re taught to hate by skin Heal our broken limbs, and let us wander in Still we pray. These wooden pews are ringing out So many voices singing now We’re sheep that long to feed So we wait, sleeping in this empty house So many wolves surround us now, We’re broken and in need. This kingdom of the weak Will pray to anything.
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Kinship 04:13
I fell asleep when my brothers cried My sisters called out into the night Tighter I shut these lying eyes Saying “it’s their issue, not in my sight” They say the devil’s kinship always feels nice Staring down the forks in the road of your life But I don’t need you to tell me what’s right I don’t need you to tell me what’s right I know that you’re tired So you ignore the facts And try to “not see colors, ‘Cause there’s no whites or blacks” Well how about the messages Of blue shirt aggression And a new generation That can see the oppression I know that you’re tired, But you have to wake up now, Time has expired I wanna do better for my fellow man Not force him down with a communal hand I don’t need this fight or flight I don’t need to run from what’s right I know that you’re tired So you ignore the facts And try to “not see colors, ‘Cause there’s no whites or blacks” Well how about the messages Of blue shirt aggression And a new generation That can see the oppression See these are the facts That are here in plain sight You want to turn and run? Well you don’t have the right. So open your eyes To the hells we create Try to not leave your species To burn in its wake. I know that you’re tired. I know that you’re tired, But you have to wake up now Your time has expired.
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Lamentations 04:32
Damn their sons And damn them too Damn the one who gains their dues Love thy neighbor as they self But my love has seemed to lose its breadth The tears they cry seem of no use It’s not enough for the news They scream we yell they writhe in pain But all we do is seem to say The next generation can stay the same Lord Forgive us for we know not we’ve done I’ve been standin’ ‘round like they’re not your sons I’ve been preachin’ and sayin’ the right things All the while being the white savior they don’t need Convict me make me feel what they feel, Forgive me have mercy on your child, Show me how to really change Teach me how to live out your ways
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Crows 05:57
This revolution Spun out by this songbird To call him my brother Is treason I know. Cut through this white sheet, Tug hard at my heartstrings That we think this kinship Is harder than most. We’re feeding our crows In hundreds of rows, A harvest is coming to reap what we’ve sown. Through fury and fighting She still stood inviting me, Stand with the people who color their clothes Don’t say that your black friends are cool with what’s shakin’ Worthless intention Is rotten at most We’re feeding our crows In hundreds of rows, A harvest is coming to reap what we’ve sown I asked where to go To heal what we’ve done She said “I love you Despite where you’re from.” I sleep in the bed I’ve made She said “so do I! Just tucked deep in the alleyways, So you can’t hear me cry. But I’m walking out now Into plain daylight So you can see the war we’ve waged, In Jesus’s name, in peacetime. But I still love you, Nomad, built on my back, You are my brother To love each other We have to learn to look back. But I don't need comfort I need a holy attempt To bridge the waters of our fathers Faiths, freedoms, contempts.”
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Amithedevil? 04:33
Walking down the street, I pass a couple of kids Jeering each other for something they did. The lighter skin uttered the words of his pa, Myself and the darker left dropping our jaws. Then he took a swing, and I moved along. Am I the devil walking around No care for my brothers chained to this town? Wardened by greed, then bound to the hood, Am I the devil that I do them no good? Days in the office, HR reports, Forced to think quickly, with clever retorts. To avoid the eyes of co-workers and friends, She’s working harder- degree in her hands. Still praised for the object of all his demands. Am I the devil walking around No care for my sister pinned to the ground? Down on her knees, still a cut in her wage, Am I the devil because I looked away? With each confession, a new call to arms To cease wielding privilege that does others harm. What is a man if he doesn’t care? A tool for this devil, a coward and scared, Or just too damn blind to grasp this affair Of loving flesh and blood who share the same air Or watch the same throne with the burdens they bear. I am the devil if I do not care. We play the devil if we act unaware. You are the devil if you do not care.

credits

released June 12, 2020

Written by Jonah Thornton (Track 10 by Milly Thornton and Jonah Thornton)
Recorded by Kin & Company
Produced by John Rhodes and Jonah Thornton
Mixed by John Rhodes
Mastered by Jonah Thornton

Kin & Company is:
Jonah Thornton - Vocals, Guitars, Saxophone, Bass on tracks 2, 5, 7, 10, 11, Piano on track 9
Milly Thornton - Vocals
John Rhodes - Drums, Percussion, Bass on track 4, Auxiliary Strings on tracks 6 & 10
Nathan Schieffer - Keys, Piano, Synth on Track 8, Tambourine on Track 10
Elliot Jones - Synth, Drums on track 10, Percussion on track 5
Russell Patterson - Electric Guitar on Tracks 7 & 11
Jacob Ritz - Bass on Tracks 1, 3, 5, 8,
Alex Walker - Bass on Track 6

Recorded at John Brown University and in quarantine at our own homes

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